fuck the system
and fuck you too.
break time (worlds deep)
Im almost in my 40’s and lately I’ve decided to take a hard look at my last 20 years doing art. Creating art one might say. I don’t really like saying that because I’ve always thought that we as humans are constantly borrowing and stealing from each other. And that’s fine, I don’t really believe that we own anything. We’re more like a giant ever evolving superorganism aimed at one thing only, survival. However, in the age of “AI” I think I have to really think about what creation really means. Because one things for sure, Im NOT letting any of those fuckers who like to prompt their way into the art world, call themselves artists. For one, art takes lots of work and lots of time. They’re cyber bullies is what they are. They rage bait you into believing that they deserve the attention and applause.
This is not me feeling sorry for myself that I haven’t the amount of likes or follows on any of my social media. Ill give any prop to any real artist who has garnered the following because unlike the prompters, at least they put in the work (and yes sometimes the algorithms can help). So fuck their system and fuck you too if you think otherwise.
fishing (fuck the idf)
As I am basically forced to redesign my website due to an upgrade, I finally realized that I could actually do anything on here as I wish. I think we can forget that when we’re trying to appease the masses for a few bucks. I can find my niche. I think the capitalists call that marketing. In the end, I only care to work with anti-capitalist and anti-establishment bastards who love punk rock. Why not? Life is too precious to not hang out with people who understand us. We were promised rest and a life of leisure, and all we got is mass surveillance, a police state, and massive debt. Even my own my camera feels likes an invasion of privacy.
What we need is socialism
So I’m letting myself relax on my own terms. Taking back the little pieces for myself. Create things the way I want to see them, not anyone else. Sometimes we just need a little kick in the balls to remind us to look outside and remember that this is all we have. We can do fuck all. We can spend the day reading about flowers. We can play with our kids. We can learn someone else’s song on the guitar even if badly.
Is this a turning point for me? who knows. Ive been trying really hard to shed the shame and anxiety around being unapologetically me. I just need to. Because this life isn’t going to give it to you anyway. In fact, it’s going to ask you the opposite of you and recommend videos on broicism
what’s my point? i don’t have one. I just wanna scream at the system, even if futile.
walk around a little
Peace,
love,
Fuck you
“People who think they’re free in this world just haven’t come to the end of their leash yet.”